In fourth standard at school, fighting with a class fellow due to the issue of color box, giving her a tight slap, all the noise in class disappears like a naughty spirit, all eyes fix on me, she start crying with massive tears in her eyes, she leave the class, go to the staff room, complain the teacher. Teacher calls me in her office; ask me, “Did you do this consciously?” I unable to understand the word “conscious” but guess that it means that all had done accidently, I say, “yes, I had done this consciously”, a noise clap enters my enters my ears, after few second I become able to understand that teacher slapped on me, after that I got punishment but have a lesson that I have few words to express me, I start feeling deficiency.
Now in the young age I am known to a lot of words to express myself, my feelings, my suggestions but there is still a problem that I have less words to express my feelings, I feel difficulty to express the exact thinking of my mind beside that I am known to thousands of words, to solve this I search on Google for the solution as a result got books for words vocabulary, buy a book “4000 words essentials for vocabulary of educative persons” , I think I got many words, also read English more and more on blogs, newspapers etc but still I need much more words to express my feelings and thinking, still I feel deficiency of words to tell others what I have and what I see.
Resulting all this I feel that every one of us feel deficiency to express what the feel, what they know, what they experience. May many of my readers agree with me or not but it is a great flaw in our languages and words that we feel deficiency to express. More I believe that the person having most advanced and comprehensive memory of words also deficiency of words to express.
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